Why I Am in the (WTGOM) Program and What I Am Up to
Level 4, 6 Immersion
I have,like many of you, participated in a number of self-development, transformational, and wealth building workshops. I have done a great deal of group consciousness raising and have been trained in working cross-culturally and consciously across lines of difference. I am ceaselessly hungry for connection and oneness. I, like you, want to make a difference.
to give back to those who have given to me for I have been given so many opportunities to make my life splendid and to use my talents. I have used my wealth–such as it has been–to make the world a better place, and I will use my greater wealth to do it ever on. That is why I feel at home in this program: Winning the Game of Money.
But I am not, I admit, all about money. I came on board because this program is the answer to a prayer.
That prayer, like all my prayers, acknowledges that God, as I understand it to be, already knows my needs and my desires. All that is right for me and needful for my success is already given. All the money, all the power, all the love, all the knowing, already given. So, why do I do these things, take courses and undergo transformational programming? To follow the path of unfoldment that is written on my being and in my heart. Yes, financial destiny and soul destiny.
It seems to me that I can have anything I want, but if I want a boat when I am landlocked that is silly. So with my divine intelligence, I must awaken to what is needful at a time when it can be best and rightly used. Up to now, I have been accepting the conditions of my life as they were. As I said yesterday, I have had what I need to stay alive,work, play, and help others. Now I have arrived at doing it on a larger scale, and I am awake to that call and that timing.
I prayed for this program even though I did not know it was coming my way. I never know the form of my prosperity. It can, as John has said, come from many sources seen and unseen, known and unknown. I do not want more money for the sake of money. I want more of my life purpose to unfold, and it will take not just money to travel and to produce the events and books and make purchases of tools like this, but it will take meeting more people, working with others, joining as I always have communities of people. That’s what I am up to— serving and being called upon to do so.
It’s not much different than when I started out. As the Zen masters have said, before one is enlightened, one chops wood and totes water. After enlightenment, one chops wood and totes water. What’s the difference,? One knows the path.
I don’t expect John or anyone to alter or fix me. I don’t expect this program to drop millions in my lap. I am doing that.I am conceiving. I am believing. I am responsible for my life and my choices. If I feel ill or strange, or confused or lost, I still have what I always had–my belief in God and the grace of God on my life. I can still pray for clarity and direction as I always have. I cannot make any mistakes–as Nikki Giovanni says, in the poem “Ego Tripping”, “even my errors are correct.” I will come through everything on earth–until I die–and then I will come through death for there is no such thing. I do this work to do my work.And so it is.